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I remember the first time we met
You said "hello"
Eyes flooding with innocence
Would the roots show
Or would I be just another regret?
Choking on words
Wishing I could say everything that I meant
Contemplating every word you never said
Can't put my mind to rest
Weather me til choking perfect harmony
Swim the depths of the ocean
And we float with the seas
(I'll drown in you)
I'll drown in you
If you'll drown in me
Dive in your glow and I never looked back
I knew I'd give you everything that I had
Beautiful as flowers in bloom
Fade to black
Didn't I give you everything, everything?
Your hand closed in mine
We could've taken on anything
Keep me awake at night
Your hand closed in mine
We could've taken on anything
I won't get any sleep tonight
Weather me til choking perfect harmony
Swim the depths of the ocean
And we float with the seas
(I'll drown in you)
I'll drown in you
If you'll drown in me
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It's all over
The memories in my head
I've been recording all my dreams
It's all nonsense
Seeing your smile weighing on my conscience
(It's like looking at blurred memories)
I guess it just means
Ball and chain, it's all the same
Sustain just an option
Please refrain from telling me
That I meant everything
Lies behind your teeth
And I believed you
You see right through me
Clothespinned eyes
Convince my sleep
You promised endless nights of sweet dreams
The pain in my chest
(Welcome me with open arms)
Your hands the serpents
(Brain over heart)
Strangled surface around my throat
(But not this time)
Submerge me under
(Serenade your favorite song)
Your eyes like oceans
(String along)
Your touch leaves me worthless
(Bound so tight)
Best friends good for nothing
As sure as tides in oceans, rain in Washington
Even when you waver, I will be your constant
And if you lose direction, I will be your north star
Remember listening to Full Collapse in my car?
You said you'd stay the night
All this wasted time
Where are you?
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Testing your patience
You're not yourself anymore
Face in the pavement
Adorned memories crash to the floor
I swear I wanted this
Swallow every word that you said
In my head
I'm just a ghost in this
Your insecurities
Have left me drowning
You said you'd stay for the night
Don't act like this isn't like you
You're so typical
So predictable
Visions of you
As I walk where we used to
I guess I'm still getting used to
You just being in my head
Like we're already dead
I'm transparent to you
A ghost in the room
Shatter the view
escape from the gloom
Pour salt in my wounds
(When I sleep)
Constant Deja Vu
Throw every word you never said out to sea
Every light went out on my side of the street
Ghost pains inside of me
From where we used to be
You said you'd stay for the night
Don't act like this isn't like you
You're so typical
So predictable
Visions of you
As I walk where we used to
I guess I'm still getting used to
You just being in my head
Like we're already dead
I see me on your gallow
I feel you in the hurt
I'm drowning in your shallow
I still feel you next to me
Ghosts of what we used to be
I'm haunted
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Porcelain Lake (Lotus)
04:07
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You got me messed up for a long night
Think i’ll go and take a drive
Going ninety on the 145
Pray that these roads take my life
She said “you left me wilting”
And I can’t trust anyone, anymore I can’t
Drive the car over the overpass and I
Slow motion my life flashes before my eyes
I realized that even though you’re killing me
I’ve never felt more alive
After everything i’m still in love
But the water’s getting colder and I know i’m not enough
Like a flower i’m fragile to the touch
I keep sinking and I know i’ll never make it up
Sinking ships lies from lips
You’ve torn me up limb from limb
My times all up, light to dim
Don’t let the words spill from your mouth again
I can’t feel anything
My eyes start to shut
My heart starts to rush
i’m panicking cold water as I try to breathe
I start suffocating, asphyxiating
Tranquility, I slowly sink
Was our love evergreen?
Eternal love, regain touch
Calmly sinking, paint and canvas to your brush
Breathe you in, fill me up
You’re the water filling up the back of my lungs
Tired eyes, never wake
Blue spin, porcelain lake
Collision view
Slipping in to Heaven or Hell’s arms
Sinking from the weight of you
Turning blue
Every hue darker are foreign scars
Where you are
Let me sink
Let me sink
Drowning and I can’t breathe
Light headed, dizzy, slipping through the seems
Blue lungs, eternal sleep
I’m sorry for everything, nothing can ever be the same
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Swim in My Veins (Rose)
03:57
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Soft like velvet
Hard like Cocaine
Tied off and you swim in my veins
I've never felt more weak
Tear me open, shaky knees
Let me drown in your sheets
Swimming in ecstasy
I need...
You said you couldn't eat for a month
Well you weren't the only one
Said you couldn't sleep for a month
Well you weren't the only one
Said you couldn't speak for a month
Well you weren't the only one
Take your tongue from your cheek for once
Stop saying that I was the one
And all this time you
Wanted me to let go
(To let go)
And all this time you
wanted me to let go
I'm drowning in the lake that I love
(That I love)
When will they come to save us?
(To save us?)
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Tears from Heaven (Lily)
02:59
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Thin legs and a short black dress
Even at my funeral my heart races when I see you
Drowning and you're a mess
Place the flowers on my grave
I'm still transparent to you
Just a silhouette
I'm the flower withered
Dying in your hands
But I'm alive in your mind
I'm just the thorn in your side
Plant the seed the ground
Blossoming again
I'm the ghost at my funeral
Not ready to ascend
I see the light and it's blinding
Trying to make amends
Thin legs and a short black dress
Even at my funeral my heart races when I see you
Drowning and you're a mess
Place the flowers on my grave
I'm still transparent to you
Just a silhouette
Like braille to a blind mans fingertips
I learned so much about you
I'd dive right in your body
Your body the ocean
Throw caution to the wind
I needed space so I could let you go
Just wish that I could let you know
Slipped heavy found the undertow
Found there's no footing without you
Find solace alone, made you my home
It's time for me to go
Purgatory I'm leaving
You're off on your own, but you're never alone
Wherever you roam
I'll be there when you need me
Eternal love
I guess we'll see how I fare without you
And I can't take it
God let it rain on Earth, my rebirth
Tears from heaven
Wash our memories away
Find calm in your worth
Fuck it hurts
But I know we're better off this way
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